WOW...What the heck happened!

So, I was meditating yesterday.......I didn't feel well at all. Headache and allergies flaring up! So I'm in the recliner in my living room and start to meditate. I am met by my guides sitting around a table and advising me that I need to relax and all will make itself known to me.......then, I start to fall asleep! That has been a real problem of mine lately.....getting into meditation and I fall asleep. Well, I feel someone grab my foot. I am the only one home. Just me and my cats, who are luckily sleeping elsewhere in the house! So I ask, for it to happen again. It did but not as strong. I think it actually may irritate my guides a bit that I still always ask for proof! I believe they are there, but sometimes, it still takes me by surprise! It still didn't keep me from falling asleep though! 

No reason to get all upset with yourself when you fall asleep while trying to meditate. Apparently you need the rest! I often feel like I leave my guides and angels hanging because lately I have felt like I fall asleep......A LOT! They never get upset or even mention it. They know what we go through on a daily basis. They also know that we need our sleep! 

Something I have started doing is asking(in a prayer) that they give me the answers to what I need to do or get done the next day, or even later that day. I know I have been falling asleep during meditation, so I just say a little prayer before I get settled down to go into meditation. I have tried sitting up, in a kitchen chair, sitting in the living room, leaving the lights on......everything I can think of to not fall asleep.....to no avail! Even if I am able to jolt myself awake....I cant get back to the right mind space! 


So, don't worry about it! Fall asleep if you need it. Like I said, I started to pray before....JUST IN CASE, I fall asleep! I am learning to roll with things and sometimes....that thing is SLEEP!!! We are humans and we need it. That's it. No reason to get all bent out of shape over it! Lord knows, I have spent enough time bent out shape about numerous things....it doesn't help a thing! Going with the flow is much easier!!! Just wish it wouldn't have taken me 40 years to learn that!