I have been confronted with some nasty stuff lately! I thought things were going one way and then BAM!!!!!!! Change of plans! Oh well, you have to learn to roll with the punches. That happens to be one thing I don't do too well! I like to have control over things. Know where I am headed and what it is going to be like when I get there! That is one of many of my character traits I am having to learn to leave behind! It is not easy to learn!
I have also been looking for a place to fit in. For no other reason,
than to know others like me. I thought it would make my life more
full or easier somehow. I know now, I already have that place........ I have a family that loves me and friends who accept me. So why look elsewhere? Human nature, I guess. We always think it's better for other people or the "grass is always greener on the other side!" I was willing to overlook things about these people who were vaguely like me. Things that should have made me say, "hey, wait a minute here! I thought we were friends! Why must you always try to one up me or correct me? Real friends don't do that!" Real friends also don't have to have the same kind of job, the same kind of family, the same taste in music, cars, food, art etc! See where I'm going with this? If we are living our truth we will attract the right kind of friends! We have to be able to be our true selves and find our own power. That does not make us bullies, or mean or rude. It makes us who we want to be. Who we want the world to see. We need to try to build each other up......to where each person wants to be. Not to where we think they should be. We can offer help to our friends or family in the form of encouragement...but,it is really them that has to do the hard work.
This road to being a medium is not an easy one. It is full of a bunch of self work, that I had no clue about when I started down this path. I thought, I would learn to make a reading flow and I was set! BOY, was I wrong! When you do the self work....the work of bringing up those parts of yourself that you'd rather not have to look at....that's when healing starts to happen and you start to hear, see, and feel spirit easier and more fully. This journey is different for everyone. This self work and getting real with yourself, can be done by anyone who
wishes to know who they are at their soul level and why certain things happen again and again in their lives. It's not a secret ritual for only those looking to go down the
path of becoming a medium!.....Everyone is different and nobody can tell you when or how to do it or when you are "done." But that's the other big part of this,.....you really never are "done." Why, you ask? Well, because you are just a big, beautiful jumble of flaws stitched together with the best of intentions! There is always another layer to uncover, more things to learn to love about yourself. Sure people will try to skip this part. This is the hard stuff, but I guarantee if you are willing to do the work, you will feel good about where you are in this moment in time. After all, this moment, the present, is the only place we should be living in anyway. The past is over and the future is yet to be written. Live in the now! It sounds so cliched, but it couldn't be anymore true!
